I don't say bad words. Just kidding, I do. Mostly in my head, I rarely say swears out loud unless if I'm by myself. Even when I'm with my friends, a swear will rarely leave my mouth. By the way, I'm not writing this to judge anyone for saying bad words because, that will just lead to more bad words being said. I mean, say whatever you want I don't give a shit. Anyways, if you've seen my lyrics explanation page or rather just any of the lyric pages on this site, you might've noticed that every instance of a bad word was censored. Even on the lyric videos on my youtube, I would just include the first letter of the word, then put a dash afterward. Now you might be wondering why the heck I even did this if I don't go out of my way to like bleep out instances of bad words in my music. To that I say...

idk.

Just kidding again. Okay I wanted to put an exclamation point after that first sentence but my shift key hasn't been working for the past few weeks, it's very frustrating. But I was going to say I think the reason I have a distaste towards curse words is because of that one South Park episode where there was a counter for every time someone said the word "shit", and then a dragon comes up from like the underworld and it only goes away after everyone stops saying the s-word. Or something like that, I watched this episode when I was nine years old. I should not have been watching South Park at that age... The very first South Park episode I ever saw was "Cock Magic", and it was very interesting.. I'll say that. I definitely was a bit traumatized but like only a little bit. I didn't lose any sleep over it or anything, unlike some other pieces of media that deserve their own blog entries. Small Soldiers (1998) has absolutely nothing to do with this topic but holy crap that movie did irreversible damage to my brain.

You might also be asking how I was able to type any capital letters throughout this post. I have to use the Caps Lock key as my new Shift key. For special symbols like quotation marks and stuff, I have to copy and paste them. It is very annoying, especially for coding in HTML since its tags have <> SO I HAVE TO COPY AND PASTE THEM IT GETS ANNOYING AFTER A WHILE BUT ITS OKAY. AT LEAST I HAVE A COMPUTER, SOME PEOPLE AREN'T PRIVILEGED ENOUGH TO GET A COMPUTER THAT STARTS HAVING STUPID FUCKING ISSUES 2 YEARS LATER.

I'm not mad at my computer, I'm mad at microsoft. There were so many more issues my computer had (at least aspects that were issues to me) before my keyboard became unreliable. Did I mention that sometimes, the Caps Lock key doesn't work, and sometimes the 'A' key doesn't work. It's been fun owning a Windows 11 machine (NOT REALLY) but if I get another computer in the future, it'll probably be a macbook. Hmmm but, I like Microsoft Paint....

I've been trapped by that godforsaken company. Now I have no choice but to purchase ANOTHER windows machine due to a few software programs that aren't compatible with other operatings systems.

Nevermind, I just remembered virtual machines exist.....

What was I talking about again////// oh yeah, bad words.

Recently, i've realized that I say the word "bitch" a lot more frequently. By 'a lot more frequently' I mean I just say it frequently now, I used to like not say it. For example, in the last 'paragraph', I tried to type a bunch of question marks but the slash symbol came instead so I said bitch 4 times. I think this might be because I started watching the show It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia last year and in that show, they say bitch a lot. Bitch this, Bitch that, Can a bitch borrow a french fry? Like, bitch. Is you gonna give it back/ DAMMIT IT DIDNT WORK THAT TIME.

So, in my next music project, will there be bad words in it? First of all, I haven't made any new songs at all since like last october. But let's say I do release another project on soundcloud sometime in the future. I probably won't be saying any bad words. If you listen to 2012, I'm pretty sure the only bad words I say are 'faggot' and uhhhh. Let me check. Okay, I also said 'fuck' and 'hoe' (NOT in tandem...). That's a total of 8 instances of bad words that I say in 2012, for the features that is a completely different story.

This is getting boring, moral of the story is: substitutes for bad words are funnier. I say frick everyday.